Call it a... gut feeling. No, more than that. Hard to describe, but I just know. It doesn't make as much sense, con-contextually.
[ A little more manly then ~I feel it in my heart~, he thinks. Though that is also true. ]
Which, I know, isn't the most reassuring thing in the world, and you're all about definite, absolute proof. With me, I've long since realized that there's... there's always gonna be this uncertainty, this 'what-if'. What if I go bugnuts and rip someone's guts out again? What if we... end up back in cages?
[ Very viseral discomfort, building and building, until he steels his voice and squares his shoulders. ]
You just can't lose yourself in that spiral, or the bad guys win.
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Date: 2017-12-28 11:25 pm (UTC)[ A little more manly then ~I feel it in my heart~, he thinks. Though that is also true. ]
Which, I know, isn't the most reassuring thing in the world, and you're all about definite, absolute proof. With me, I've long since realized that there's... there's always gonna be this uncertainty, this 'what-if'. What if I go bugnuts and rip someone's guts out again? What if we... end up back in cages?
[ Very viseral discomfort, building and building, until he steels his voice and squares his shoulders. ]
You just can't lose yourself in that spiral, or the bad guys win.